It was on a Saturday night in June when this thing happened.
I was on my way home after hanging out with some friends at a cafe. I rode my motorcycle while following after one of my friends who was also riding her motorcycle in the back (because we were heading in the same direction).
On our way on the road, at some point, I felt something wrong with my motorcycle, I couldn't shift the gear until I felt it didn't move anymore. So I thought the chain fell off on the road. It turned out I was right, the chain fell off on the road. I panicked a little wondering where the chain fell. So I put my motorcycle on the edge of the road for a while. I walked back while looking for my motorcycle chain. After around 50 meters away, I finally found it in the middle of the road haha.
Since this afternoon, I’ve really wanted to cry, but somehow it feels like my tears don’t want to be seen in a crowd, especially not by my mother. They only seem to flow most freely when everything around me is quiet. A few days ago, life still felt fine and normal. But today, there were a few “surprises” from God for me and my family, a rocky road that we have to walk as this year comes to an end. Besides feeling sad, I’m also confused. I can’t fully picture yet how things will unfold in the coming days. But they say we are never burdened with something we are incapable of bearing. So we will get through this well, right? They also say that hardship is always accompanied by ease. All this time, as my mind has been in chaos, I’ve been asking God, “After this, what kind of big gift will be waiting ahead?” At least that thought comforts me and keeps my hope alive. Even though everything I’ve planned feels somewhat impossible right now, I know He is always good. I keep my hopes high that ...

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