Since this afternoon, I’ve really wanted to cry, but somehow it feels like my tears don’t want to be seen in a crowd, especially not by my mother. They only seem to flow most freely when everything around me is quiet.
A few days ago, life still felt fine and normal. But today, there were a few “surprises” from God for me and my family, a rocky road that we have to walk as this year comes to an end.
Besides feeling sad, I’m also confused. I can’t fully picture yet how things will unfold in the coming days. But they say we are never burdened with something we are incapable of bearing. So we will get through this well, right?
They also say that hardship is always accompanied by ease. All this time, as my mind has been in chaos, I’ve been asking God, “After this, what kind of big gift will be waiting ahead?” At least that thought comforts me and keeps my hope alive.
Even though everything I’ve planned feels somewhat impossible right now, I know He is always good. I keep my hopes high that all of this will be replaced by something far better.
The greatest thing I’m grateful for is that I’m not alone. I’m with my family, who are extraordinarily strong and big-hearted. May this pass quickly, shape us into better people, and strengthen the bond between us.
We’ll be fine, and we’ll get through this, fingers crossed! 🤞🏼
9.12.25 12:20AM
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